it feels better with my mouth closed

I don't know why I'm always in a state like this. 

Maybe it's because he was late

 or because I've been drinking

 or because I hate irons

 or because these aren't the nights I like to have. 

Waiting, with more time than not

doing anything because I can't dedicate myself at the moment

to anything but the night I won't have. 

 or maybe in that time I just got used to being alone

 or maybe my shirt's too wet

 and soggy is not a good taste for bread to have.

I like the word "acquire". or "acquaintance".

really anything with an "acq". 

or maybe it's just the "q". 

My favourite word is even "queue". 

But there's something about the "au" as well. 

as in my second favourite, "gaudy". 

Mouth open. and deep. 

dressing for where?