This is a time when I would truly like to be away, alone, alast. Along any river running from here.

Why am I always influenced by people? or experiences I've had with people. The influence is not so much in how I act, but in how I think about things. They make me ask questions about the life I think I'm leading and make me see the elements of it in a different light. It's at the same time uncomfortable and the only right feeling in the world.